I miss having a mohawk! So freakin' cute.

New realizations...

So, my ex is seeing someone, that was kind of a shock but, I think I took it well and let him know I knew he had a bf. He basically told me to die and to never talk to him again. I honestly believe he did it to help me let go and to give himself a fresh start. I realize he deserves to be happy and I want that for him more than anything...even more than my own happiness.

Ya know...I deserve to be happy too. That's actually a new realiziation to me.

If I trust myself more and trust God a little more and be patient with getting what I want and agressively persue the things in my life I need to fix then I will be more than ok.

Here goes. *deep breath*