~Jake and love~

Since I was little, I would watch mushy romantic movies, listen to love songs, and read my moms romance/smut books. I would wonder the whole time when I was going to find that guy. The guy that every one of those love songs was about. I am a giant romantic dork and I still think he is out there. When I find him I am kicking him in the balls for taking so damn long. I am convinced that I have never actually dated anyone. I have dated a bunch but, I am pretty sure that each time it was the devil screwing with me. haha Not that I have been a complete saint either though. There were a few good ones I managed to botch.

"I close my eyes and kiss that frog! The more boys I meet, the more I love my dog!"

For now, I have my amazing friends, my awesome family, and my super pooch.

My friends:

I have tons of people I talk to and am chummy with but, I like having a small tight group of friends that I know really give a damn about me.

My rugby team are all great. It's the three amigos all the way on there. Jay and Robby, my best guys. I can trust them with anything on or off the field. Well, NEVER trust them with your phone unless you want everyone to see your skanky pictures or texts. hahah

My family:

I am the oldest of seven kids. Yeah that's right. Four sisters and two brothers. In order: Me, Matt, Alicia, Monica, Laura, Christina, and Mike.

We are really close and they mean the world to me. My parents are always there to be supportive and to give me advice. I am a giant mommas boy. I love her to death. I still call her "mommy."

Belle! My baby pooch. She is not even five months old. She is a golden retriever / black lab. She is all black and looks like a little bear. She got parvo within a week of me getting her. She put up a hell of a fight so I kept paying the vet bills. She is worth every penny. Matt and Mike (my brothers) both have half lab / golden retrievers of their own. Max and Copper.

So, back to me. I am trying to grow as a person. I wanna be better.

I want to be kinder, stronger, better at my job. I want to get married some day so California needs to fix that fast!

This is where I start to grow as a person. RIGHT - THIS -SECOND.

I will be better. I will work harder. I will be sweeter.